Thursday, December 17, 2009

Change...

I
have done
nothing
but
cry
for the last 3 days...

My life is changing, and I don't deal well with this much change...
So much has been thrown at us this week with Logan...
Plus...
My friend is dying...
I.am.sad....
I am tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve...I wish (sometimes) that I could be more like other people I know, who only think about themselves...
I wish I could just be numb and not feel ANYTHING...
But alas, I would not be me if I didn't feel EVERYTHING, for everyone...

Sometimes, it sucks to be me(pardon my language...I am trying to stop saying that horrid word)

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Anonymous said...

Sometimes prayer seems fruitless, God won't give us the answers we need. The comfort can be found in knowing you will see your friend and she will be healed, dancing in a field of wildflowers if she so chooses. While you and her family will miss her greatly, our time here is so short compared to the time you can spend with her when Christ returns.
I love the verse where we are told to not worry about the past, for it's already happened, not to worry about tomorrow, for it will take care of itself. All we need to worry about is today. Get through today and know God has a plan for tomorrow.

I love you big sis.

Susan said...

So sorry that you are struggling with so many things right now.

Hugs to you!

Trish said...

awww Kris I wish I was there to hug you right now. I dont want you to change who you are...it is the reason I love you! You are a warm,caring,loyal friend and friends like that are treasured (by me). You are also a wonderful mother. I admire so many things about you. I will pray that things get easier. Everything is in God's hands and in His timing. Things WILL get better. Love, Trish